Monday, January 01, 2007
eversince the christmas spirit ended.. like abit no life. its just all bout ton, chatting on the phone and mapleing. ha. these few days hadnt been sleeping well. just keep chatting. -.- getting more and more talkative. =D
as the break is ending, i feel more and more restless and stress! projects undone yet. wed school reopen ji tao Lab Theory Test le. tell me bout it! i dont even remember anything bout NG tube, Urinary Cath, Gastric Lavage blah blah. AHH! friday still got practical test. CANNOT FAIL AHH. sigh sigh.
*i promise to stay at home tml to study for the theory test.*
as the days get longer.. my heart gets heavier too. aint as sure as before. it just seems not right anymore. what can i say .. i dont even know what am i feeling now. just LOST ~ argh. just, cross fingers and pray it works out. sigh.
i hope it isnt me. i really hope it isnt. i really hate myself at times. why do i always get this nonsense! why am i always being so argh. i'm just beyond hope. i wanted it. i got it. yet i dont feel like what i'm susposed to. sucks. *stupid nurse! wake up man! argh. sigh. nvm. *bang wall~
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