my memories
Thursday, February 22, 2007
tml is the last paper. but i just cant find the ethusiasm to study at all. >.< ok, maybe not enthusiasm.. but at least the sense of urgency?! argh. i guess, its gonna be a sup paper. AHHH!!!
anyway, something to be happy today. at least i got some 'links' to junhao already. can track him down. but not tat easy. depends alot on jianyou's luck. in whether he can bump into junhao again. ha.
10:23 PM
be still, for u're GOD.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
these 2 weeks.. i've been having lots of dreams. weird one. all of people of my past. people that i used to be very closed with. i dont know why. all the dreams makes me miss the past. the past me. hah. i missed them alot. :(
9:19 PM
be still, for u're GOD.
i miss the past. my childhood friends, the playgrounds, the running about and everything else. i miss the peeps. is the a way to find back lost contacts? isnt easy. i tried and failed. left with all the memories only.
getting the lost sheeps back on track is a tough job. am i willing to let go of all 99 sheeps to search for the 1 lost sheep? am i willing to spend the time? am i up to it? lotsa of ppl lost out there. but am i ready to run for the lord?
*beauty that made, this heart adore you.
9:08 PM
be still, for u're GOD.
Friday, February 16, 2007
100 MCQ gone just like that!! ahaha. crazy guys. BEN!! brother finished it in 30 mins. gosh. TINGTING!! next one. lol. den one by one, all the guys come out. when eugene finish, i only at Q80++ la. still purposely drag the chair so long.. SHOW OFF. hah. but i not too slow also k! finish quite fast. but results. erm.. no eyes see. =x
1 week break before the stupid BIOlogy exam~ tml new year eve already. this yr, so no mood. cos exams. =(
*i wan eat pineapple tarts!!! >.<
11:25 PM
be still, for u're GOD.
Mental Health paper is a goner. totally. ready for the sup paper man! hope the psychology paper is easier. 100 MCQs. seems alot yet mcq so i'm slacking. i got no motivation to study, giving excuses that it is, afterall a MCQ paper!!
Belated Valentine's Day to all. hah.
ks like the the pillow. afterall, its cute. LOL. well. i love him. =D
Jane&KahSeng
12:57 AM
be still, for u're GOD.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
officially broke with Mr Ong KahSeng. thou single, but unavaliable. cos he dint return my heart. we just broke up for the title sake. he's too tired of all the entity. so he needed that break. and i thought it's better that way too. felt better now. ready to strive hard for tml's paper. tml is Vday. got kahseng a moo moo cup and moo moo pillow. and friends forever card. ha ha. will pass them to him tml. hope he likes it. gonna go study now. *chiong ah!
11:13 PM
be still, for u're GOD.
what's the point of saying i miss u. when u dint even bother. :( sigh. tml is the first paper. last paper would end on 23rd. only when exams end.. will i get to see my boyfriend. >.< hais.
not ready for exams. not ready to see them. not ready to shine. not ready to stand.
what can be done? what can be said? what more can be accomplished? it's totally... disappointing.
* so near, yet so far
* i love u.
10:12 PM
be still, for u're GOD.
Monday, February 05, 2007
no school today! susposed to study whole day la. but aiyo. dint study. =x so boringgggg~
9 more days to exams. ahh~ so much e lectures to go thru. if only we dont have any exams at all!! >.<~
4:04 PM
be still, for u're GOD.
Friday, February 02, 2007
I'M BACK. ok. i said that afew times already. this time. for good. will blog more often. =D
exams are coming. in just 1 wk more. thats not the problem.. the problem is, i dont feel the sense of urgency. well, maybe i do. but no actions taken. sigh.
really need to go BODY SHOP la. my nose is totally running away! it makes me feel fatigue and my head is still aching. oh, the toothache! argh. stupid wisdom tooth. causing so much discomfort! intend to see a doctor soon. really cant make it. =(
PS: jen darling, u faster recover too k? dont let ur nose run away..
today. speechless. what can i say? well, she's totally irritating. though i said i should be nicer to her. not so mean.. but argh. she totally piss me off at times. so irritating lah.
boyfriend went for class outing today. go the stone grill thing with his classmates. dint bring me along! cos i got night class. ha. but still, i'm upset with him cos today is our 9th MONTH. although we dont really celebrate monthly anniversaries but still..... yah~
nevertheless.. its still a photo taking day at school. so it dint totally spoil my day. haha. took lots of pictures. =D
tml bible study is cancelled. bro chris is down with gastritis. thought i could slp longer but i realised that i still gonna attend modern dance. haha. at least now daddy can fetch me cos ah ma staying in hospital for 1 more wk. not going home yet.
eh. thats bout all for today. i miss peiwen. =( i miss boyfriend alot. sigh.
10:45 PM
be still, for u're GOD.
