my memories
Saturday, December 16, 2006
wad can i say .. i feel so empty deep down inside. nothing can be done to it isnt it. the just a cycle. over and over again. nothing inside. hai. it's a black day today! girl in black. hopefully no one can see how empty i am inside. hopefully, the blackness just covers everything. the blackness is enough to cover up. yes, i think it did. i acted well today. well done, jane!
all the secrets that griefs my heart. i wanna live a new life. but it seems so difficult. sigh.
today, dance practise was horrible. i'm really worried for the performance. though some ppl says it look good already, all of us know very well.. that is not the standard to be on stage. totally not there yet. sigh.
and the hours left to performance... is.. 92 hours and25 more mins. we certainly need a miracle.
i dint feel happy today. i wonder why..
11:10 PM
be still, for u're GOD.